i am finally sick.. sick of everyting in lyf.. last ntie went P.L again.. actually i find p.l not as comfy as the past.. not as relaxing as the past... after wrk.. its oways so saddening there... tml's booking is overly manpowered.. so i was drop off.. mayb it is due to my own carlessness.... i shuldnt haf told jimmy i wanted to quit infront of all of them.. he waas very shock along wif all the rest.. but i haf my own problem as well.. sumtime its betta to leave a place to find sum peace and return only when u are calm enuf to face it all again... for the past few daes nth much haf happened... jus feel we got a little tiny wennieeee bit "closer".. got to tok more often.. understand a little betta... mayb i haf said and done alot of thing i shouldnt in this forgiving month.. hafnt felt so relieve to past a month before.. looking forward to january... tml is countdown.. goin P.L mayb.. any1 joining? haiz.. i got cheated again... by u.. yes u... u siad u are goin to call me to go wisma bt in the end u nv.. till u r in the mrt station den u call me.. cb.. suan ler.. i noe sumtings is wrong.. haiz.. suan ler.. 天下无不散宴席。。。 i dun deny tt i am hot tempered.. but i cant stand ppl wasting my time.. i carnt stand ppl tu my time.. i carnt stand ppl playing me out.. tis are jus simple tings everyone dislyk.. but y is it happening on me time and again.. tings are changing...

reflection of the dae
I could say I need you but then you'd realize That I want you just like a thousand other man Who'd say they loved you With all the rest of their lies When all they wanted was to touch your face, your hands And gaze into your eyes.. but i am not like this.. i only want your love back.. Perish is the word that more than applies To the hope in my heart each time I realize That I am not gonna be the one to share your dreams not the one to share your schemes not the one to share what Seems to be the life that you could Cherish as much as I do yours (purple and brown,butterfly and clown)

A Friend's Love says:" If you ever need anything,I'll be there."
True Love says:" You'll never need anything,I'll be there."