wah si beh sian.. todae wrk 10am.. was so tired all tankz to "sumone".. yawnz.. its 0230am now sia.. i still awake.. so not lyk me.. anywae i hafnt been behaving lyk myself for the past few daes.. ppl say i bcum gentlemen.. tts mean i wasnt one in the past.. den ppl oso say i spent $$ lyk no tml.. which means i last time very giam xiup.. well i mus admit i haf been spending alot lately.. coz christmas is cuming.. haiz.. tml is christmas eve ler... god why arent u gifing me my one and only wish... i understand sumting.. people get together by mis-judgement and part because of understanding.. i dun wish tt to happen.. but at least we get to noe each other den part rite.. but now its not even trying to haf the chance to understand... its lyk... get together jus for the sake of being together..(together as in tok and be company of the other).. actually... i haf gifen up on lyf.. i do not haf a better future.. i noe its a bad idea to lie down for a gal.. thus i am not doin tt.. but now i couldnt find a reason to live lyf meaningfully and fullfiling as the past.. no1 noes wt i am thinking.. even wen i tell anyone wat i realli feel.. they cant be in my shoe to know how i realli feel.. each point of view on the same ting is different.

todae after work went to watch kong fu hustle with evon, angel muix and andy piak.. haha its a realli nice show but i stil miss the part where sinwei describe it.. it is not the show is funny but the way he describes it tt makes it so funny.. haha.. den evon keep saying steven chou so suai.. haha.. ahiz.. she is mad.. sian.. being the unsual self is strange.. tts all folks.. take care..


the big lolipop tt is given.. haha

reflection of the dae..
friends tell you wat you need to hear..others tell you wat u want to.. tts the difference with friends and the others... so which one are u lying in??