same routine.. went out early in the moring wib uncle david.. went 20 places to dae.. 3 of which needs to carry the good all the wae up to the second story.. the type of shop hus whereby they haf a second story of staying... they us it for store keeping.. demn tiring man.. imaging carring heavy boxes up the stairs.. and not once not twice but 10 times at least loh.. wah kao if everydae lyk tt leg muscle sure get very fit de.. haha... can die argh.. its cumin to the end of jan ler.. so it mean i am endin my job too ler.. but b4 i leave i will buy loads of goodies bakc home for CNY preparation... todae quiet alot bad tings happen.. i got hit by the lorry door coz i nv see my way.. den fell wen climbing the stairs.. and scald myself last nite.. den my finger tip is "cooked".. its white.. so sad.. my finger... haha.. and i am waiting for elisa to lend me her tail.. to jump on wib.. i need a listening ear.. a huggable body and a leanable shoulder... after al li am still a human.. who needs ppl to care and look after for.. sumone who cant stand alone all by myself.. sumone who need to be accpompanied... i dun understand why ppl would swollow their sarcifies and not let those they sarcifies for noe or wait till they found out themself? lyk tt hern wei da meh.. or at least.. mayb to a limit only.. not to the extend tt u would nt tell the other party eveyting tt u haf done and wait till she finds out him/her-self.. its so overdoin and not worth it.. its lyk doin sumting for sumone who does not recognise it... haiz dunnoe lah.. recently i am bcuming more.. sensible i noe tings oways go naturally.. if its urs den it will be but if it isnt den all u can do is try ur best and tts it.. there is the furthest u can go... nowhere further... lyfs lyk tt.. wat we can do is.. take a few moments everydae to think of wat we haf done that dae and will we regret nt doin wat we ort to..