tings started to go wrong again.. exchanged words with her.. understand tt wat i tot was good for the other party was bad for her... realli bad.. tings which make him more relax made her more pissed... oh gosh.. wat has gone into me... am i doin the rite ting by helping sumone whome i dun even knw well.. i am such a fucked up prsn. nb.. haiz... jus text muix.. sum realli toopid stuff.. but it is reali wat i felt.. i dun understand.. ppl gt sis i oso gt sis..but mine... haiz.. mayb i should try to change.. found out i can realli be sensitive and "he" look alike at times when i am realli down.. but u are oways there to torlerate my fooken attitude.. haiz.. i treat u lyk fuck and yet u treat me tt good.. haiz.. i'm sorry.. now its 2005.. a whole new year.. tings are changing gradually.. i agree wib elisa.. u would lose all ur realli great pals one dae.. so treasure them b4 they all leave.. and promise each other tt you would meet up regularly and keep to it no matter wat.. friends and families are wat u need most in lyf.. the other can wait...

Reflection: ppl will forget what they haf say.. what you haf said.. all that they haf done, and all that u did for them.. but they will never forget how u make them feel.. expecially the bad times..

what you recieve from me is the best of wat i can gif as a fren/brother.. if u still find it way too little or useless.. it only means that u haf not given me enuf time to prove it to u.. i didnt mean to hurt u.. i am sorry...