seems like i haf gone missing for a long time.. and ppl whome i tot would at least drop a msg to ask didnt... but ppl whome i nv tot would care.. cared.. i'm so touched.. tankz pals.. altot i dun reali noe u peeps well enuf. but its the tots tt counts rite.. yeah.. been working lyk nobody business lately.. trying to tire myself out.. but it seems like my will power is too strong.. i couldnt seems to tire out as easily as i could in the past.. working 15 to 19 hours per day doesnt seems to use up my physical strength... It isn't the 100th blow that knocks a good man down. It's the 99 that went before. but it seems like the 99 blow hadnt knock me out tis time round.. isit that i have grown stronger or mayb the 99 blow weren't as powerful as ever.. i haf come to the point that i listen to everything any good soul would say.. to change, to be a better man..to be less harsh toward certain ppl. to be less demanding. to be more thoughtful. to be less prusing to try to be in others shoe more often.. now i see myself in others shoe when in the past i would only do things without thinking.. hurting them unknowingly.. being hurting unknowingly is often hurt the deepest.. as wat you have said might be jus out of anger or mayb u jus did think before blurtting everyting out. thing which you dont mean it as much as u didn't want to hurt the person involve.. in work i see tt ppl dun change easily. they change only when they lost sumtings or wen sumting bad happens.. or even when they finally found out the truth of sumtings.. While it seems like there are plenty of other fishes especially in today's waters, consider for a moment the cost of losing a dearly frend or mayb a talented person.. this new year has been a very rewarding one for me.. i haf learnt alot.. alot from my mistake.. alot from wat i haf done in the past.. now i understand what i have brought to the ppl around me in the past.. coz only when i am being treated like tis than i understand how "nice" it feels.. understanding thing from a different view is definitely rewarding.. u tink more maturely and understand thing others might not.. thus only you urself could feel what they felt or maybe only aft tt den u will think for others feeling before u blurt tings out...

HR experts say that of all the abuses, human find public humiliation the most intolerable. The first time, an friend may not leave, but a thought has been planted. The second time, that thought gets strengthened. The third time, he starts looking for another friend.