NEVER IN MY LIFE HAS IS BEEN THIS UNLUCKY!!!
fuck... tis is realli not my month man... sucks... i'm so demn suay tis month... surely after readin tis few sentence those few idiot would be demn happy.. fuck!!!

1st wen eva i wanna take a cab there will b no cab avaliable.. and weneva i dun wan there would be so mani empty cabs.... 2nd nv haf i got caugh wearin slipper during steven lee's lessons.... 3rd i got to take back sumtings i give sumone all coz of sum mistaken instruction frm sumone i trusted... 4th my tinted spects broke.. FUCK man.. i love tt spect so much... and tt idiotic lady say i snap it myself.. fuckin bitch.. 5th i cut my finger and its fuckin bleeding... 6th my hp. raditator broke... fuck man... and den now!!!.. now!!! i lost my house and save key... FUCK MAN!!!!! WATS next.. wat did i do or not do tt cause so much trouble to myself... fuck.... wat a lousy bdae month man... kao!!! nv in my lyf did i lost and "gain" so mani tings in 9 daes..jus 9 dae into mybdae mth so mani stupid stuffs happen.. FUck... i hate tis.. wats goin wrong.. why wen everyting all seems so rite sumting wrong will happen.. tis is nt the 1st time i am goin thru tis... i need sumone by my side to look after me.. to scold me.. to fight wib me.. i need sumone to listen me out.. to care for me.. why is it tt weneva i need u, u are oways nt there.. fuck.. all i need is u by my side.. evn for a min. its enuf.. a min by my side to hear me out.. fuck.. tis is gonna b a long and torturing month... i'm feelin worn out alrdy.. i feelin so sick.. i'm getting crazy.. i goin bongkus.... arh fuck.. jus kill me.. stop torturing me lyk tt... i rather die a painful death den to get torture lyk tis.. at least tt i noe i will die. tis i wont.. or rather i will nt.. nt so fast... irony aint it.. i wan a long and fullfilling lyf.. but now i am whining ova here lyk sum inmatured kids.. fuck i hate tis me.. i wan the happy and cheerful me.. why do i haf split personlity.. fuck. why.. i hate tis so much.. arh.. why wats eva tt aunty say to me is so true.. why.. arh.. fuck.. its gettin so pissed. i am getting pissed wib my lyf.. why am i lyk tt why i am evn out here living.. i shuld jus die tt time.. fuck!!! sumone jus kill me.. hafin sumone who will care for me is nv gonna b true again.. i need sumone now.. i seriously do.. anyone.. evn "i.g".. sumone to tok to me.. sumone willing to.. i'm getting weaker... weaker.... by the dae....

gonna lose everyting.. realli.. esp my breath... dunnid da do CPR.. i wanna see hu cares.. but currently no 1...