1st day of the study week... maths and eng fund... easy subject.. all it need is understand.. tt is wat i dun haf.. i dun haf the understanding or rather full understanding.. all i have now is half of it.. which is way too little.. need to stay at home to study liao.. guess they are rite.. group study is realli too noisy.. canot concentrate.. expecially when she is ard.. noisy and eye-catching.. the latter is jus for me alone la.. but.. i dunoe.. the feeling is not the kind which i like a gal.. i.. i just wan to know her better.. get to know how and what she is like.. how she actually "function"... actually bro ask me a qns which shot me... who do i realli like.. who do i realli want to go for.. i myself is also so confuse.. i am indecisive... wtf man... i dun understand... i realli need to change.. back to my old self is evn betta at least i dun care so much bout what they feel or think do wat i wan as and when i like.. ha.. the care free guy.. the heart less creature.. jus msged jb, guess what.. we quarrel again... haiz.. i dun understand whats there to quarrel or dispute about.. yes i am naggy.. what ever u say is right.. treating you good is bad.. sorry for treating you good.. sorry for even existing in ur life... how much i wish u never ever exist in my life before.. but now that you had and got stuck in my heart... there is no turing back now.. i noe i have been very bad to you in the past.. but i will and is tryin to change.. why you can gif him a chance but not me.. why u can gif all the cats and dogs a chance but not me.. why... i once succeed in obtaining a pass for the chemistry "test" between us.. but how cum the reaction wear off so fast.. if i had passed it once why not the second?? and i had never realli fail my chemistry in the sec sch days what.. so can say i am good at it.. i realli like you more than anyone else... big bell may say its jus like not love.. but this kind of liking towards you is much greater than any love anyone has given.. from the past till now hafnt i oways make u laugh? altot i am the only guy who make u piss off so often.. but its because i am confident of and u also noe i am capable of making you laugh happily that you still wanna contact me rite.. if that is the case why cant we try to be together? all i need is a chance.. a new chemistry.. a chance to pass my chemistry again.. if we are not compitable den we'll stay as good friends again.. why u dun even wanna try.. arh!!!!