thought alot over the past few days... guess its realli with me.. the problem lies with me.. i am acting like a 3 year old kid still fooling ard.. not any bit serious... i have to change this.. the way i talk is so... idiotic... i feel it myself last nite when we talk.. when u tried to use the same tone i speak.. altot u sound funny talkin lyk tt but.. yup it did haf the same effect on me.. i felt what others feel now.. i understand how much of a sucker i was..suddenly becuming so fierce so harsh.. say things without thinking.. speakin with that tone in that way, no wonder i got myself into so many uncessary troubles.. with such problematic speakin tone even with the best character i have its of no use... so i swear i am gonna change this time round... thinking back.. tis is not the 1st time i said this.. but i will and am going to make it the last.. for my own good.. for my future.. yes.. i will succeed..