i cant bother you peeps anymore.. thankz for all the care and concern.. i'll be fine. i guess.. i hope its jus a silly way of me trying to vent my dunoe what i shuld call it attitude... my problems shuld be kept within so i wun bother my frends who cared with it.. they themself haf enuf problems... and tankz big bell for trying to tok tings out.. but i got kinda of rough... joel is totally spaced by my words. haha.. anyway thanks for that few sentence you said.. i realli appreciate it.. it kinda shot me awake.. tts hw i cum about nt bothering u pals anymore.. tankz for ur time and effort...