everyting is like errupting inside me.. i wana shout out.. i wana find a ear where i can whisper to.. a shoulder i can sleep.. a body i can hug.. a good nite i can sleep.. had the weirdest dream i eva had.. a dream that will nt come thru in my lyf.. i rather live in my dreams.. at least its a place i can fantasize about anyting CLEAN!... a place i noe no1 will be hurt... i sumtimes reali wish i had sum super natural powers like flying or making impossible possible.. but with greater power comes greater responsibility.. not say i cant handle them.. but its like.. i wan power and i wan to be carefree.. so hws tt possible.. even without all this i am so stressfull, so caught up even with the smallest ting.. i need sumone to tok to.. i need the beach to shout to.. i wanna slap myself so hard take my soul gets out and i becum death god.. haha.. *DREAming*
其实你不懂我的心。。我真的受伤了。。。。。i dun think even the best medicine on planet earth will cure me.. will mend my heartach... never in my whole lyf will i want things to turn out so bad.. but its coz of my non-controling attitude that is affecting all this.. from tis situation.. it seems like nothing will very much change for the better.. i've gifen up hope.. put it simple i'm hopless.. where all the fun and entertainment comes, i leaves.. wish u happiness and me good luck in eng fund which i dun even haf the mood to study when now i realli wish to.. FUCK TO ME!! sulcking Beach!