Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge - Luo Zhi Xiang image
i knoe it.. its oways lyk tt..
Sunday, September 4,

fuck!! the day we 1st went to pl after so long i already sense he is after you.. if not why msg u now and den.. WTH.. aRGHHH!!!!!! i am very hurt tis time.. realli hurt.. i dun noe.. never haf i felt so hurt before.. WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT!!! JIABAO I AM REALLI HURT.. I AM DISAPOINTED... HOW MUCH DO YOU KNOW HIM? YOU JUS BROKE OFF WITH XIU PING AND DEN NOW DANNY?? U BARELY NOE HIM FOR A MONTH.. HW WELL U UNDERSTAND HIM... YES I AM JEALOUS.. BUT I AM MORE ON THE WORRIED SIDE.. I DUN WANT TO SEE YOU HURT AGAIN... I TOT U SAY U ARE TIRED? NEED A REST.. BUT U OWAYS LIE TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DO U ALWAYS NEED TO LIE TO ME.. I DUN UNDERSTAND..... U SAID U DUN WAN TO START A NEW RELATIONSHIP SO SOON.... DEN WHAT THE FUCK IS TIS.. NA BEH.. JUS HOW MANY DAYS ONLY? NOT EVEN A WEEK LO.. DEN U GOT A STEAD LIAO.. KAO.. DO U EVEN CARE FOR URSELF.. IS HE REALLI SO GOOD THAT YOU DUN EVEN KNOW WHO HE IS AND U ARE WILLING TO OPEN URSELF TO HIM???? OR WAS IT MY FAULT..? DID U CALL THAT MORNING TO TRY TO TELL ME SOMETHING?.. TO TELL ME YOU ARE WITH HIM?? WHEN WAS IT? WHEN IT STARTED?? WAS IT BECAUSE OF HIM THAT YOU DO TIS TO XIUPING? IS IT FAIR?? I AM REALLI VERY VERY DISAPOINTED.. I TOT U LEARNT.. START TO THINK.. BUT WHAT IS THIS.. ARGH.. I AM BREAKING DOWN TIS TIME.. FUCKIN HELL.. WHATS WITH ME.. FORGET IT.. IF U WANA CONTINUE TIS STUPID WAY OF URS GO AHEAD.. DUN COME BACK CRYING LIKE U OWAYS DO.... I HATE TO SEE U HURT.. I JUS HATE IT.. I JUST HATE TO SEE U HURT... KAO.. FORGET IT.. NO MATTER WHAT I SAY WHAT I DO U OSO WILL NEVER LISTEN SO WHY WASTE MY TIME... U WAN IT TIS WAY DEN I'LL LET IT BE.. WISH U HAPPINESS WITH HIM.. LET SEE THIS RELATIONSHIP LAST HOW LONG.. REMEMBER YOU ASKING ME IF I EVER CURSE OR SWEAR HW LONG UR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST....TIS IS THE 1ST TIME I AM THINKING THIS WAY.. I WISH U WILL NOT GET HURT AND BE WITH HIM TILL DEATH U YOU TWO APART.. DUN WORRY I WILL VENISH FROM YOUR WORLD.. WITH OR WTIHOUT ME U ARE STILL FINE.. WITH SO MANI OF UR BESTEST PALS, BROTHER..DUO WO YI GE BU DUO SHAO WO YI GE BU SHAO。。。。。I WASNT EVEN SUPPOSE TO BE IN YOUR LIFE IN THE 1ST PLACE... I THINK YOU WILL BE HAPPIER WITHOUT MY APPEARENCE... MY LAST WORDS TO YOU... TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF... AS USUAL I JUS MSG YOU.. AND U DIDNT REPLY.. ITS BEEN LYK TT SINCE I DID THAT STUPID ACT THAT DAY... NVM... I'LL REALLI LEAVE UR BEAUTIFUL LIFE TIS TIME.. LIVE LIKE A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY...

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