yesh i wan go off.. i wanna leave.. go to a better place.. but you are makin me tinkin so much even before my departure... and i hate it.. i hate the way people are interfering with my life.. i jus hate it... why cant u jus call me and tell me what u think and feel... if u dun like it jus tell me la.. dun need to ask so mani people or tell so mani people.. do u know how i feel? YES I HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEM!! i do have and its a serious one.. i am changing.. do u know.. do u evn care? or do u even wana care? oh god please la.. what haf i done wrong that u need to punish me tis way... i dun understand.. why am i cordon off even before i am screened? kao.. u dun even wanna gif me a chance to show u who i realli is lo... Princess is right. when i am angry or wateva shit.. i dun think rite.. my brain get so screwed up that evn the weirdest tings wil be said.. i wan to be wif u.. even for a min or two is enuf.. but i duno hw to say to you coz i noe u will hate me even more.. thus leaving is the best idea.. as for the flowers.. its for tis reason.. i haf planned everyting so nice and good.. but what u told ps realli hurt me so deeply that i could not carry out wif my plans.. actualli there is alot more.. i planned tis all for so long.. but.. but.. haiz.. i am silli la.. ming ming zhi dao shi bu ke neng hai ying ying yao try.. my believe has never been rite.. believing that with determination i can make the impossible say i m possible.. but.. i am falling time and again.. and its from a higher place each time.. i suck at tis..

i realli suck at it..............................................................

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