all the past is jus flashin back again.. i am so silly to ready my past post.. gettin all so emotional once again yes i must admit i am kinda sensitive.. but aint tt good to a certain limit? feel tt i am a kuku man.. machiam nu niang lyk tt.. wah kao.. mayb 2 months is realli not enuf? mayb its me tt is lyk tt.. i need to change but change liao jiu bu shi wo liao.. i can be good.. i can act tings out.. but tts not me.. i miss the good old days.. times when no such silly problems.. ha... guess tis is wat follows "RICHNESS"? ha.. i am poor... i need to work.. i need cash.. loads of cash... sucks la.. i haf so mani wants now.. not even a need man.. sucks la.. haiz.. i am so full of myself.. so confidence. wats the point.. hmm.. tis is wat a fren told me.. frends are there for you.. but they are not for u to carry all ur troubles for u.. i Mean.. ya la.. they haf their own troubles alrdy.. if i still ask them to carry mine.. wouldn't it be too heavy for them?

Let me share wib u peeps readin.. tt is if there is any la.. coz no one tag hw i noe.. hahaha.. hmm... caring and irritation is jus a fine red line.. its easy to step over it.. its easy to break it.. if u care for someone.. show it once.. twice.. tts enuf.. if the person realli understands she will show it.. if not.. no point la.. stop wastin ur time on him/her.. if u are sensible enuf.. fun enuf.. caring enuf.. clever enuf.. but at the same time oso silly enuf.. guys/gals will come to u.. one thing tt is impt.. be urself.. dun bcoz u wan sumtings then u act it out.. tts wat i call a hyprocrite.. sumone whome u might know is lyk tt jus tt u dun know about it... hmm... be it good or bad.. u dun make me pissed.. dun show me ur hyprocritness.. i swear i will slap u.. i wil make u cry lyk shit.. i wun be nice to.. nt even act.. oh yeah.. to change one's tinking.. is hard.. very very hard.. u can onli tell him/her wat to do hw it shuld be like.. be it sumone u like or sumtings tt need to be done.. its up to the person to change it.. its his/her choice.. by-passer's words are onli advice.. ADVICE.. means u are permitted to listen or not to.. u tink for urself.. So the bottom line is... Be Selfish.. do things for urself but at the same time tink if u will hurt the other party.. tts all.. dun need to go too deep as in what she will think of u.. coz its her thinking.. u cant change it.. and.. frends are there for u.. but will u bare to trouble them wen they themself are so bothered? or will u wait for them to tok to u about their problems than u share urs?? will u listen even if they shared their views? its somting to ponder... anyone's advice plz? haha.. irony rite..