2nd week of sch re-opens... tis sem is realli boring, irritating, sickening,tiring to me.. i dun realli understand what i am doing.. what i am facing.. and i am trying to prove.. haiz.. gUess tis is me.. as usuall.. oways so silly.. ha.. met quite a few new friend tis sem.. got lots of event planned up ahead.. every week schdule is almost fully packed.. i can onli manage to find so little time to train.. hiaz.. my time table realli sucks.. hope there is a way to swap the classes ard.. ha.. hmm.. lets' see.. hmm.. monday gyming session, tuesday would be rest day, wed is swimming session wib alexander and student lounge duty.. hmm.. weird combo.. haha.. jus tt today happen to meet him so we kinda discuss about swimming together one wed's after sch since we bth end almst the same time.. haha.. so bernie. u got to train up urself.. if not u are goona lost out alot...!!! hmm.. thursday.. mayb nite jogging? hafnt been jogging for a very long long time ler.. getting realli realli fat liao.. sianz... Friday!! best day of all.. shopping and than swim session wib bernie... haha.. Saturday.. workin day.. and Sunday... workin and shopping... see.. my weekly timetable is so fUcking packed.. haiz.. sianz.. dUn even haf time to accompany friends and stUdy liao.. haiz.. bo pian la.. 5 more weeks to exam alrdy... cant afford to fail tis time rd.. i wanna get BM real quick.. god bless.. haha..

hmm.... think i have kinda got my mood smoothen out.. no use waiting for a gal who doesnt even care.. well i mean.. what can i do if both is like tt? ha.. shouldnt elborate further or else people is gonna ask me to go find them and settle things out again.. ha.. childish matured guy.. heard he got nick name exhause pipe.. haha...

hmm.. well actualli thinking back.. there is realli no need for a love partner wat.. friends are still the best.. i see so many people around me having so many love relationship problems.. all the ups and downs.. hmm.. all those silly things that one will do when things dont go their way.. hmm.. princess said this to me jus now "is there realli true friends in this world?" someone whome u will feel so comfy about tellin him/her about ur stuffs and not whiny at u... someone who is out there for u no matter what.. someone whome u can rely on for anything.. someone who u noe will never bleech ur trust..and so on...
Guys always has a gal as their best pal.. vis-vasa... but when two person of the opposite gender are close together.. people start saying things like.. oh..u like her, wanna woo her.. blablabla... all those nonsensical stuffs which are not true will surface and cause alot of mis-Understanding and all will lead to this two true plain friends to not being so close due to the by-passers view... which is quite saddening at times... Put urself in their shoe... hafnt u at mani times wish that this things would not happen on u but it did.. have u not try to prove that u are onli friends bUt people never believe.. u know how it felt.. how saddening it is.. THINK ABOUT IT!

Sometimes i realli feel so reluctant to treat people good.. why do i need to treat people so good? i wonder.. there is a limit of a friend.. bUt i am always going way pass that border without a passport.. and tis causes alot of problems.. i can treat a person extremely good if i wan to... i mean who cant.. but the problem lies with who is the one u are facing wib, if he/she is someone who doesnt gif a god demn about u.. i suggest u STOP wasting time on them alrdy.. mayb u should just go all the way back to square one and stop there.. hmm.. and if he/she make it clear to you that you do not stand a chance in what eva u are tryin to do.. dont.. mayb she is right mayb she is wrong.. it all depends on how confidence you are at acheving what you want.. if the % of acheving is so minute.. forget it la.. Use those effort on other things which are more enjoyable and fullfilling.. i should start to learn how to reject myself from being such a goody good guy.. no point.. no point.. hiaz..
Recently i am caught up in a situation like this.. treating a gal too good for the sake of another guy.. or is it for myself?? i duno either.. hmm.. but i dun think that i am treatin her good oso wat.. only mayb a more caring friend? hiaz.. but people ard me thinks differently.. being seen wib someone frequently is considered as being interested wib the person.. i mean.. wth la.. can two person of the opposite gender be just friends? ahiz.. this qns is oways asked.. bUt who can give a definet ans to it.. i am sUre no matter how good u two are.. at one point or another.. one of you is bound to like the other party.. its a matter of how u project urself..
hiaz.. duno la.. tink today tis post is so silly.. waste of my time man.. i oso duno what i am write.. i am sure if there is one day if i happen to come back and read tis post i will die laughing at myself.. haha..