class gatherin one the 22nd.. right after exam.. so sian!! cant even go hme and bath and change.. wth lo.. loUsy planning.. hiaz.. today finalli do the drawing of lots.. to see who u are gonna bUy the pressie for.. hmm.. got soMEone i never expect to draw for.. bernie oso.. are we two so sUay or so heng? frankly speakin.. i noe she dUn like to haf anyting to do wib me.. see me she oso sian.. bUt why? why am i oways associated wib her.. i sUmtime oso kinda sick liao.. dUn say her.. hiaz.. now got to go and tink what to bUy wth lo.. haiz.. Unique and nice.. less than $20 mre than $10.. where got.. sUre over De lei.. haiz.. FUck la.. can i JUs like dissappear from living earth after exam on the 22nd? or mayb dissapper frm tml onward till the 19 than show Up again? wah liew.. oways s bothered by all tis nonsensical stUffs de lei.. cb la.. haiz.. its gonna be a lonely christmas... my 1st lonely chritmas since i start to know what is love all about.. SIANZ!.. is a partner so impt for me? or like what is wish for.. good results? can i haf the best of both? yes i noe i am greedy.. but who doesnt wish for the best in all the things they do? hiaz.. i myself is alrdy not perfect so how can i eva be the perfectionist i have always want/tried to be? pushin and forcing ppl ard me to go to the limit wib me.. am i doin myself good? hmm.. sUmtimEs i jUs need tiMe to ponder...

Well nvm.. since its christmas season.. the saME old thing is gonna happen.. everyone would be coming up wib all the wish list.. haha for me.. its gonna be simple this year.. not lyk the past year so long and complicated...

~` new cUe
~` cUE case
~` good resUlts
~` a partner for the rest of my lyf
~` good resUlts
~` know more ppl ard
~` drink till i drop dead
~` high scorer
~` Pass Bm
~` earn more $$
~` Hapiness...

having written so mUch i foUnd oUt alot of it is repeated.. bUT nvm.. dUn bother to delet.. hmm look thru.. tink there is onli one thing my friends can get me.. a new cUe.. new cUe case.. haha.. guess since from dUno when i started loving pool.. never play well.. i found oUt all the things i do is always pua tang sai.. always stUck in the middle.. not the top nor bottom.. jUs stUck in the middle.. sUcks lo.. haiz.. wHy??? nvm.. christmas season.. gonna be happy.. Yeap.. alrite.. gonna mEet Up wib so mani ppl DUring this season.. haha.. shall start planning alrdy.. 8 pressie to bUy.. gonna coz a bomb again.. haiz... bUt nvm la.. once a year.. hahaha.. kkz.. gg.. buai peeps.. tc.. and lastly.. merry christmas...