its been quite a few months before i start to have interest in a gal.. hmm.. let me think.. hmm i guess i jus know her not long ago.. hmm.. under some very funny circumstances ba.. hafnt realli be talkin very much till recently.. hiaz.. i oso duno hw to say what i wanna say.. coz ppl will be reading this blog and some times some things cant be said out here as there are ppl who cant take it and wanna pick a fight... u know there are too many lonely idiots out there with nth to do.. why am i surrounded by such idiots? lets see.. the 1st kind.. ppl who think so highly of themself and they cant admit defeat.. 2nd.. this kind of people i hate the most.. they say something that they dont like.. but in the end they would fight for u over it.. 3rd.. people who are so Despicable so as to say that they would do anything to get what they what... i mean who doesnt hate people i mention above? but.. who would be that unlucky to actualli meet people who are 3 in one? imagine all the 3 "criteria" stated above imused into one poor soul.. forget it man.. u can jus leave tt idiot alone and jus nod ur head to wat eva rubbish he wanna boast about.. let him do what he want and think he is the greatest of all..

now althought i have not care about this guy another guy came... which is why the topic of this post is.. i mean if i got to be petty over something its something that i realli love alot or wouldnt what people to harm it.. well.. who would want the person they like to be snatch away by someone close, someone whome u put all ur trust with? haiz.. he is like the 2nd kind of people.. he actualli say that he doesnt like somthing i like... but yet he is doing thing to show he like it and still claims that he doesnt like it when its so obvious.. i'm not going to use gods name in vain but he is reali in-tolerable.. its not the 1st time now.. i dun wanna show that i am such a petty bastard.. but he is forcing me into once and again.. when it all seems to haf a glimps of light he will step in and block it away from me.. always.. i dun understand man.. why is he like tt.. a brother i call.. and tts hw he treat me.. hiaz.. i am feeling so stucked up once again.. bloody hell.. teach me what i can do..