Been browsing thru quite a few people's blogs.. so much happened.. so much that i missed out all the fun.. i am like driving thru the pathway in a am goin so fast, that i miss out all the small detail.. all the fun, sorrows friends around me are facing.. missing out all the friendship i once sustain.. thinkin back.. have i shut myself out from the reality and live in the virtual world? keeping everyting to myself and treating people all around me so bad as eva.. or even worse.. i also realised one thing... our class isn't realli as happening as what we thought we was.. its oways left with me and bernie.. haiz.. haf been mix around wif the 06 and 07 people.. they are one whole bunch of fun people.. their class meet up almost as frequently as they could.. at least everyone make effort to do it.. our class? haiz.. i duno. isit me and bird tinking too much or is it real.. hope its not the latter.. gonna work at sentosa for the next few week ends. guess bqt side no need go back liao.. friends oso became foe... use to be a place i like to go chill out relax.. but now... when eva i hear that u are wrking at pl.. i hate to go.. sucks.. met quite alot of new friends during work.. all so cute one.. haha.. fun wrking with them.. looking forward to tis sat again..

swim training.. haiz.. i duno.. i realli love swimming.. but i hate the exams and competitions.. irony huh.. haiz.. life-saving123, bm, am, da, pool lifeguard, silver cross.. mani more to come.. never ending.. haiz.. altot training is tired but i still love it... urgh.. i am a weird guy.. sometimes i realli feel so stupid to quit TPLS.. but what can i achieve back there? tis is a ting i wonder.. haiz.. am realli so bored sometimes.. i realli hate my life.. i realli wish i can have someone by my side oways pushing me giving me the courage, care and concern.. but.. haiz.. why is it so hard to find one that u love and love u as much? Urgh fuck.. world cup la..