i tink i am a gonner..
Monday, July 17,
the more i wanna get things DONE the more i CANT
the more i wanna excel in studies the more my heart forbids..
the more i wanna treat a girl good the more she stray away..
the more i wanna go for training the more my body cant take it..
the more i wanna be a boyfriend the more i am onli a friend..
the more i wanna earn more the more i earn lesser..
if onli i could study better...
if onli i could learn not to play as much
if onli i could excel in java..
if onli i could understand what girls are thinking once again..
if onli i could be the bestfriends of boyfriend..
if onli i could let u noe how much u mean to me..
if onli someone could come to me and give me a pat on the shoulder..
if onli i could be a boy born wif a golden spoon..
if onli i could learn how to joke..
if onli i could learn how to not to joke..
sometimes i really wonder..
if there is no if..
when there is no more wishing..
wouldnt life be all so meaningless??
but at the same time..
with al this pondering around..
life is more hatic and troublsome...
is it me alone or people around is also thinking this way..
when one start to grow up..
they realised how childish they once was..
during sec sch days..
detesting each other like arch enemy..
but when one is out in the working socity..
they think back and realised..
actually things wouldn't be as bad...
IF one jus need to hold back a little more..
and THE OTHER take in a little more..
the world would then be peaceful..
and we would be the best of brothers for life...
so to robin.. hope you have grow up and tink about it..
let all this come to an end...
12:35:00 AM
Junwei