i've oways think about this qns...
i donot want be outgoing and talkative anymore.
its not good.
i tend to say whatever's on my mind.
and thus hurting alot of people unknowingly.
i've got so many friends hurt by my silly mouth.
i'm not good with my words, neither am i good at comforting people.
i often make people worse instead of better.
i use to joke too muck.
joking too much result in loss of trust.

i wanna live in my own world alrdy.
i dont see the point in treating people good anymore.
i just want to lead a simple and carefree life.
but yet like always,
bitches and bastard do appear now and then spoiling my day.
if i was given a reason, i would think about it.
but i was never given a reason.
so fuck to you man.
i'll let u be.
we shall see how long you take to grow up.