14 Aug 2006.. big big day for angela pang peiyuan.. haha.. 18th bday... gorgeous 18 i shuld say.. haha.. hey gal.. hope u like the pressie i gave.. i realli love it alot.. i couldnt bare to give it to you..but i tot since its ur bday and u've been such a great friend great listening ear.. i shuld do something special.. hope you realli like it... urgh i am gonna miss it.. hope you cherish it alot and like i say.. smile when eva you see it... 2nd pressie from me tt will make you smile rite... eh.. dun forget.. when u open rite.. must jio me along okie.. i shall tell u the full story bhind it when u ask.. haha...

alrite.. finalli handed in java today.. but the asignment he give was a bit of a problem.. hmm but well its okie.. i tried my best and live wif no regrets.. tts the way of life man.. tml dmsd project submission and lab test.. haiz.. duno wats it gonna b like... hope it would turn out fine..

sometimes i think god really tried to challenged me too hard... always showing me the light and then shutting up again with big big boudlers.. giving me a glimps of hope and killing me instantly again the next moment.. if you aint got the heart then dun ask bout it la.. i mean.. why act as if u wanted to join and in the end say u dun feel like.. i mean wats tt la.. theres a saying things that doesnt kill you will only make you stronger... but i am already very very strong.. so strong to the point that i can give up anytime.. but i dont want to.. why must i give up on something i yearn for so long and spend so much effort trying to achieve it? not that i cant give up i am jus not sastified.. URGH!! hate it.. i hate you!!!i hate myself for doing so many tings.. fuck it..