i never thought its gonna be so difficult.. i thought with a true heart.. and sincere love its enuf.. guess i am wrong time and again.. bloody hell i dun understand.. wats wrong wif me.. i cherish things when i got the chance.. i make sure what i do will not cause any regrets in the future when i look back.. i make sure she is happy when i'm around.. making sure she doesnt have to worry bout anything.. but.. what has happened.. anyone out there to help?? into the 3weeks of dry coughing.. eEe i see blood...