What is it between us..
just a very simple qns to ponder..
is it a date or a boyfriend..
tis is jus the start we couldnt expect much frm each other..
what i am asking is to follow ur heart..
with no regrets no matter what u choose to be..
i haf not come to a decision...
you are making the calls...
being the 1st after so lng to make u once again feel contemplate to enter a rel agn..
there's so much more we hafnt done, hafnt experienced..TOGETHER
time is not a problem..
its the final decision..
of whether u are willing to slowly learn to Accept thing u've not been handling well..
but..
the longer we drag the harder it is to let go..
i've been letting you wait for me..
now i guess its the other way round..

theres alot alot i wanna say..
like last nite.. u look really gorgeous in the dolly dress..
but ethan made u felt better with his care and concern..
i dun deny i felt jealous..
doing everyting i wanted before me..
but its okie..
we two guys are so similiar..
so much like u two girls..
we tend to treat friends alot alot beter then partners..
you two are so indecisive..
making we two suffering the pain in silence..
you said we dont know what u want..
but you two dun show nor tell us..
how are we going to noe? ask god?
think over it when u are free...
but u not even hafing the privillage to rest properly...
i doubt u haf the time to think over this.......................................................