Whats a guardian angel...

he is someone who will provide you with the security you need..
he is someone who will assure you when you are weak..
he is someone who will do anything to ensure your safety..
he is someone who will do all he can to make sure you are happy..
he is someone who will will be there when everyones leaves..
he is someone who will not despise you no matter what u become..
he is someone who will make sure you are the best of what u can be..

but no matter how great he is..

he will not be someone who meets your ideal criteria..
he will not be someone who you will think about all the time..
he will not be someone who you will want to meet up all the time..
he will not be someone who you will want to love...

a guardian angel of yours is...
someone who use to love you so much..
that you hurt so deeply...
someone who you can easily hate and love..
someone who will never say no to u..
someone who you never realised his presence?
someone who you will live happily without?

where is my guardian angel.....

i am a emo fuck...
someone who has nth much to talk to about..
we go nth in common....

wakeboarding last sunday..
so long since i wakeboard.. demn shiok.. haha..
met up with sorliu after tt..
so long since i saw her...
many kinds of feelings/emotions came rushing back..

a volcano doesnt errupt for no reason..
wen everyting around starts to move and change..
and the moutain canot withstand the pressure then it explode..
i am about to be the volcano that is gonna cause a disaster..

i have to say..
your why do we need to meet next week hurts me..
your why do i need to tell u my schedule hurts me even more..

u said: i am the only one who treated u like tt..
i dont cherish you..
its only wen u haf to go under the knife tt i show care for u..
i didnt reply coz in my heart i noe i cant change that thinking of urs anymore..
all i can do is: in my heart i say..
tts the onli time where you have time for me...
theres so much i wanna tell you..
so many msg type and not send..
for so long..
have you ever asked about: how is your day.. how are u feeling today?
and for other ppl like da***n..
u can smile on the slightes things he msg u..
has he taken my place in ur mind?
am i already nt the one and only u tink about before u end ur day?
i lost in a game i use to score so well in..
a game called love....
i lost to him...........
i lost.....................

its easier to make someone hate you than to love you back..
trust me on that...