i am so pissed with myself...

this is the second time i am so well prepared and i kicked my own assed...1st it was org comm.. was asked to complete up a letter.. I DID... i swear i did.. and then.. on the day.. i forgot to bring the book... sucks.. then today.. i stay up to study java and fully understand string stringbuffer and maths method.. then wat... i missed the quiz.. urgh!!!! sucks la.. wats got into me man.. frankly speaking i really hate who i am man... so undecisive.. want yet dun wanna do anything about it.. or rather.. oways do the right things at the wrong time.. haiz...

frankly speaking.. i shuldnt care so much about wats going on..
i mean... since i cant change anything then i mite as well move on..
alot of them are willing to do what i have been doing..
last time.. i haf a status.. so its different..
but nw we are all the same..
i see that it doesnt make a difference with or without me ard..
or mayb well it does make tings even more complicated with me ard..
which ever it is.. i dun feel it anymore..
i'll move on...

guardian angel..