MP 1st progress review is coming.. excited? bored? whichever it is.. its not going to make me any happier other than the fact tt it means its coming to an end... i shuld have gone beijing, vietnam or which eva place offered.. then to stay in this stupid place.. now i really regret... think about this which idiot will pay a company and work for the company?? we TP-eng sch students lor.. all those kana inhouse attachment... almost 90% i guess? stupid rite.. bo liao system.. fuckup sch.. lousy connection and all computers so lag... business lab all using LCD ours still those big big monintor... lousy like shit.. 512mb ram is shitty too.. haiz.. slow like snail..

working the past weekends.. felt so accomplished.. i can hold on with 2 box of tissue for 4hrs.. when i normally can finish 1 in 1hr. then this uncle came over to talk to me for 1 whole hour about singaporeans... why so many rules and stuffs... lets say for smoking ban.. now all smokers must smoke inside yellow box. not will get fine.. see ar. eg. if i sit outside the yellow box but its just bside it.. STILL the smoke will fly over to my side wat.. so wats the point? sooner or later singapore will pose a ban tt we canot smoke while walking along corridors.. living in singapore is just like being lock up in a cell with bigger walking area and freedom to do things tt doesnt conern the 6-7000 over legal laws tt u might be charged with... and they still say we are moving towards a freedom of speach socity.. but wen ppl wants to speak up at the talking spot.. STILL NEED TO APPLY PERMIT on what u want to talk about.. WTH call tt freedom of speach? what kind of gov is tis...


been wondering.. mayb sometimes i shuld just not care so much.. but i just cant let go.. it seems like sumting i want yet canot achieve.. like what they say.. the harder it is to achieve sometings the more u want it.. mayb tts why bah... slowly slowly as more better guys come in u will forget about our past.. just a vague memory tt remains.. i tink i am the wrong one.. sumtimes so good and sumtimes so bad.. alrite la dun care so much liao.. back to crunchyroll.com movies and dramas...