i noe i noe.. back long ago..
i have yet to get the pictures from them.. haha..

its been fun yet hmm.. mood spoiling at many point...
whats worse when u have got lousy companion along with u..
even the good ones turn bad.. hahaha..
what a way to describe...

i realised.. no matter who u are..
human is always too fast to push the blame to all else but thyself..
As long as u did something that doesn't suit their liking they scold/nag/whine/ignore.
but little did they realized THEY themselves are like that as well...
and when they are being such irritants..
all u did was take it and smile..
u did not even want to stir up and tiny commotion within.
but yet... they blame u for everything when u do it to them..

Once again i am being blame for everything..
lets take some time and think back..
was i being treated fairly?
did i even show any sign of unhappiness like u did ALWAYS?
i know i do have my bad temperamental..
but why am i always the one to take the step back and apologize
EVEN when its everyone else fault?

i am NOT trying to gain pity or whatever shit.
i am just trying to inform everyone..
always put yourself in others shoe before u even start to criticize about them..
always think back and MAKE SURE u wasn't a tiny bit like them u are about to criticize.
whichever the case.. be sure to hold back your words.
take a second to think about the impact that will cause to what u are about to say to the particular person be it someone stranger or someone close.
the basics still stand in for all races and gender.

tell me am i right..

and i just pissed you off for telling u what i felt sad about...
you think i feel good like this?was i wrong?
well maybe both of us got bored and decide to quit it already..
or rather u quited long long time ago..
like u said one might tolerate u for everything u do when they are in love.
but when they are JUST friends even the slightest stuffs would ignite the fuse.
Ha.. whichever dun bother already.
none but myself to blame.
maybe i should just shut up already....