i typed for an hour...
yet i backspaced everything..
cause i know..
many things once said..
there is no turning back..
cause..
i experienced it way too many times...

i just want you to know...
never once did i stop loving you since 24 NOV 2006..
the 1st time i held your hand at the car park walking home..
i know deep down..
it was not a honey moon period shit like u claim to be..
it was true pure love...
one that will grow as time passes.
one that will cherish as time goes on..
one that you said you are but i dont feel it..
One that many wish they experience but couldn't..
One that i want to go on with you for another 50 years..
Those was a pair of hands i never want to let go no matter how hard you fight..
Cause its just too difficult to be able hold those hands..
But now...
so much that i want you back..
i can only be a stranger..
from a lover to some special close friend shit.. to a total stranger..
thats how a relationship is..
its either here or there........................................................................................................................................................