Comm tutorial was about future career and sorts..
something struck me.. when we reach the part whereby we list out our achievements and skills and qualities..
i have no problems with the 1st and 2nd point..
but i got stuck at the 3rd..
i realised how lousy as a human i was.. omg..
yet at the same time many people's words flash by..
all branding me to be a foolish idiot..

i love her so much..
yet i still encourage her to go with him..
which guy on earth is doing that man..
instead of fighting for what you want you give up for someone else..
whats worse is i still make her go for him..

GOD!!
maybe this is my life..
must be owe her in previous life one.
this life must repay..

for her how much i missed out..
how much i gave up..
how much i lose out..
all these.. no1 but me knows..

haiz..
suan liao suan liao..
really not going to care liao...
exams in 2 weeks time..

www suspend period is long over..
just that i dun have the time to go back wrk..


NO-ONE IS THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED A FRIEND MOST..
you are not even there as a friend..
super close good friend...
i tink i've gotten use to it..
after all i've been thru the worse..
what he is going thru now is nothing i repeat nothing compared to how i was treated..
be contented already honda civic type R..

Check up at 8am..
night ops training again..
sat working..
sunday.. anyone wanna ask me out?(haa. i doubt so)

sadden life of mine..