FINALLY A BREAK!!

4days 3 nights of sheer power outburst, endurance building and dirty smelly self after every night..
"Sleeping" at 4am waking at 9am..
then continue chionging for one's life..
though tired i was still tossing and turning around with mind filled..
Sore in the eye,Pain killing knee.

CMPB check up on 30Nov
MP/SIP judging is coming..
4k report submission is nearing..
graduation is blink of an eye away..

i realised that everyone is talking about friend/ r/s problems and all lately
As we move on to another part of our life,
we slowly lost touch with people we met in the beginning.
People in primary sch as we move to Secondary,
From Poly to Ns,
From Ns to Work.

Its not like we totally forget about each other,
we still remember the good times we spend together and all..
Its just like even if we go get to meet up in the future for dinners, gatherings and all..
the feeling we used to have might be all gone.
the sheer feeling of pure fun we would get.
the feeling of enjoying every moment together.
It would slowly feeling like meeting up for the sake of meeting.

Slowly, we would stop contacting each other as often,
stop seeing each other so much.
updating each other or calling only when we have the spare time,
sometimes the moment we call might be the moment we get the worse news of them leaving this world.

as new people comes into our lives,
we tend to forget whom we met in the past.
people who loved us then and still.
we only see who we cared for now.
we lose touch with each others life.
Whats going on, whats happening, whats new.

But i guess this is life..
we have to move on,
leaving the memories kept in our mind,
the good, the happiness, the fun we once had.

Its like a secret key locking everything up.
Maybe 10 years down the road,
it would come flooding back how much fun we had now.
Till then.. its all a mystery.

To everyone out there,
Be it a friend or foe.
Thanks for being there,
giving me the courage to stand up,
the negative comments to make me strong,
the pressure to make me succeed,
To those whom have made an impact in my life,
i dont have to name you guys know.

This is to Robin:
From secondary sch days,
From best buddies to strangers like now.
I hope we would both grow strong.
I see you are having quite a bit of problems over there.
But if theres anything i could help..
do tell me..
to some they may start to comment about me being sarcastic and all,
trying to gain back some friendship lost or whatsoever.
but look at it this way,
What over is over,
What i've done, i'm sorry
i just dont like the feeling of seeing someone whom i was go close with,
end up like that,
for now and for the future

Actually not just him,
A few others as well.
One of them is lynda,
You taught me a lot
how to stand up,
how to see you walking away yet still not drop a tear,
frankly speaking although its nth much on your part.
but really, i thank you for everything that happened.
for the past 1 year of knowing you,
it indeed brighten and colored my life.
you are like a rainbow in this plain sky of mine.

For now, hope you do really cherish what you have,
show what you feel,
appreciate for who you are,
learn to stand strong even when the whole world falls.
24NOV2006 will always be the best day of my life.
All the promises i've had i'll keep.

On your part, Just live life well,
treat the other half better,
show those whom you love, your love.
THANKS for loving me..

Thanks all who bothered to read about my life here.
Thanks all who cared.
Thank you for bringing love to me...