STRESS!!!

its a stressful week...
stay up for projects, quiz, exams...


So was online, and liangsheng suddenly asked how long have i not clubbed..
i stop at this line for a very very long moment..
i cant even remember when was the last time i clubbed..
but i will never forget the day i started!!
1st event officially co-ordinated by me and ethan was the one at Butter Factory..
a whole one year ago...
23 Oct 2006...
It was the best night spend i must say..
The company, "That" lady.. the music.. the Drinks..
everything was soo perfect..
and thats wen i started my clubbing life.
as a head ambassador.
as a flirt.
as a heart breaker.
as a regret-er.
Oh well this is super random..
but anyway back to my last clubbing event..

i suppose it was last year's....
Oct.... after SIP ended b4 the start of this new semester..
haha.. its like 4 months already..
time really passes very Very fast...
blink of an eye its all over..
20 years of living on this mother earth..
constantly learning as seconds ticks away..
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So i realized.. theres two tings ppl will remember me for..
1) high paying jobs
machiam i am the recruiting agency like that
2) when they need my help.. to get ppl's no. to get into clubs, anything u can think of

it kinda saddens me...
who's my real friend..
someone whose there..
someone i can rely on..
someone who i can call a true friend..
someone who tries to understand.
someone who i can be myself..

URGH!!!!!