15day straight without rest..
11am to 9.30pm everyday..
this is shiokness..
i stand till i don't feel my legs..
i speak till my mouth got numb..
i see till eyes got tired..

This is the life i've been living the past 2weeks..
i must say..
So what if the pay is good..
it doesn't give me any motivation to work..
it doesn't give me time to rest..
it doesn't give me freedom to enjoy..
this is what happens when one is well to do?
I rather have hard time together than to have an easy apart..


Was it you who changed or me who don't understand you...
You watch things you didn't like..
Do things you don't do..
talk the way u never does..
we act like strangers even when we ain't..
I'll not ask you out anymore, for i know you are soo sooo busy with every other things.
although i would very much wish to see you again before my enlistment.
i know deep inside its very much impossible.
so i shant put much hope on it.
if you are free and no1 to go out with(which i think very much impossible).
do call me out.
i does make me better...

This song is for you my ex-"close and special" friend..

I Rather
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I thought some time alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I love at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried and found
out this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got along just fine
but wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies

so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.

I can't blame you if you turn away from me like I've done to you
I can only prove the things I say with time
Please be mine.......




So much that i wish to know about how you have been doing and all...
I've got no one to turn to for answers..
the only connection left between us now i guess it ONLY work..
after enlistment i believe it would be totally nothing else left..