almost a month in NS, i would say its very much similar to how i expected it to be. Nothing much to comment on but i will say i truly enjoyed everyday inside learning new things and improving on communication and management skills.


Had a real bad fall today during the SOC training. Miss my footing and flew off the Jacob ladder
landed hard on my thigh and chest. it hurt so bad i couldn't breath for a moment. So i tried to pull myself back up and carry on with the rest. While doing cold down exercise i feel my head getting heavier and heavier the next moment i knew all i saw was faces in front of me. hearing them calling for ice pack, stretcher, felt my face being slapped but i couldn't retaliate then i felt this piercing pain in my heart then it was all black before my eyes. then i heard ppl call me, my eyes felt heavy it seems like its being superglued together, both hand feeling numb and my head spinning, i remember seeing OC face smiling saying i am okie asking me wat time it was. My fucking arm felt like it was a tonn heavy totally exhaused bringing my hand up to see the time 9.30am then blackout....... the next chance i get to see the clock it was already 10.30. all i heard was wake up u are okie we are sending you to hospital coz you have irregular heartbeatings. i will say i was fucking terrified at that moment that stupid MO said, " it would cause you to die anytime".
So i was brought to mainland, waited for the medic veh, i saw that my iv tubing is almost 1/2 filled with my blood and the fucking medic didn't even realised till i told him.. WTH luh.. medic will always be medic... CHEK!@#@$... finally the stupid veh came,both hands and leg still feeling numb couldn't climb on. the veh is fucking warm and stuffy whats worse is the driver doesn't know how to go to CGH. drove me all the way to Changi AirPort instead. detour back to bedok then to CGH how fucking stupid could they get. so they think it was funny to take almost an hr to reach CGH. if i was really dying i guess my heart would already stopped long ago. So finally reached at about 1230. same thing happened again but this time round almost the whole tube is full of my blood inside... the GP noticed that my IV drip tubing is full of bubbles and that's when all the trouble started. Calling back to camp to check who did the IV for me who drove me out and why all the delay and shit. loads of callings going on while i did all the test and x-rays scan till about 1400 waited again for the doc till almost 1500, hand an injection and 2 pills, went through the x-rays and documents, doc commented that it seems like i have a slight fracture at the ribcage but doesn't seems too bad, will send over to the specialist to view before booking another appointment with them, also said that my heart beat is normal. (see that's why i hated MO their words always not true, just to save their ass) discharged at about 1600 still feeling alittle heavy but alot better as compared to when i was in MO.

attend C till monday.. fucking pissed with myself. why did i miss my footing, caused so much trouble to ppl around and pain to myself..