Its all over for these training phrase in my NS life.. With a 5day long weekend, plus course cohesion on Monday its definitely gonna be a good way to end the course. The last week was pretty much on maintenance, painting boats and all the other mundane stuffs. This week would be moving back to Nee soon camp for chemical defense training AGAIN, yes we did once in sispec already yet now we have to go through the same old thing making ourselves tear and choke like the world is ending. So i just fall-out? Haha...We shall see.. Another week or so we'll move back to Pasir Leba to rehearse for POP on the 220509. Heard from the previous batch, they was marching around parade sq for the whole of their 4days stay in pasir leba. Tiring.. Confirm shagged out with sun burns all over.. After all these then will truly be the end of the WHOLE Sargent training phase then will be back to boat coy for the remaining 1.5years of my NS life doing attachments, NTM, and training new batches of men.



This two days has been a roller coaster ride for me.. Before I even realise it I'm already at the peak going for another plunge. I'm close to losing it. But I'm holding on to what little I've left..




Ps: Someone told me this: "Being 2nd is always the 1st to lose."

Ps: I do not know if you still read this blog, but if you happen to. I just want to tell you "Do not give up in everything you do, if you have chosen a route stay with it and believe GOD will bring you through no matter how hard it is. As long it doesn't kill it will only make you even stronger then before, and remember I'm still 3km away from you as usual.."